I just want to say, as I did in my previous entry by the looks of things... that although I seem to play a fairly fluctuating role on deviantart, even though Ive not been commenting, I have most definitely been looking, and people's work is looking as amazing as ever

My camera broken, and my phone broken (so using a non-photo taking phone now) i havent been so snappy happy, and my second year in architecture is consuming my life.

having said that, on a personal note, ive learnt alot over the last few months. as silly as it sounds, and as pathetic as it sounds, I learnt how to be single, and to appreciate myself. sounds narcissistic i know, but its not meant to. Ive learnt to appreciate what i have, and learnt to chill out a bit! i value time by myself now, so i can, in turn, make my time valuable to others.

Ive had so many ups, and so many downs, but the summer was amazing, and despite my worst fears over coming back to uni, everything is far better than i could of ever imagined.

and to top it off, im seeing someone, my ex in fact *alarm bells ring* BUT! no fear.. wev both leart alot. wev spent 8 long months apart and im still madly head over heals for him. good idea? bad idea? we broke up for a reason right? who says it wont happen again... well, we almost expect it to... but, part of my philosphy this year was to scare myself, daily or as much as possible, and to try things/ take risks.

Id rather try and fail, than never know.... and itll put everything ive learnt into practise a bit.

I have so much to say, so much to describe, but I wouldnt want to bore whoeevr reads this , plus, i really feel like ive said it all ina way... 7 odd long, complicated, messy, busy, exciting, scary, tiring, sad, joyful, poor but rich, free, loving, surreal months documented, in a few paragraphs.

who would want a life story anyway?

its just nice to be ... happy...
and i wish everyone the same level of contentment and peace